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fuck i'm annoyed by my step-son

 I haven't written much and I probably should.  Lots has happened.   Life has happened.

But today my husband tells me that our son, his son, reached out.  After what happened last summer - the vile accusations and him saying he wished to piss on my grave - we cut things off, and made the boundary that if we were to talk again, we'd have a mediator.  

of course his son reached out.

Of course his son took me off the text.

of course my husband has agreed to talk to this manipulative little fuck without me, without a mediator, and cannot understand how upsetting that is to me, and would be to our other kids if they knew.

This child cannot help himself.  He's been divisive since day one, and has both his father and his mother's mother running behind him like shit scoopers with their excuses for him.  

I don't hate him, but I hate having him pull more shit.  He's going to really upset bob and I'm going to have to deal with it.  I wish he'd just go away.

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